OriginalChocothunda

I doubt very many people check out my dA page, but for those of you who do, I have gotten much, much better, and I simply have been too lazy to post my new works, crop them properly, or apply photoshop filters to restore them to their pencil-on-paper glory which my scanner all too often destroys. Ill get around to it soon.

I have many new works to upload; at least 6. I have been too lazy to upload them, but i shall do so shortly.

People often ask me "What's with the chains?" and when all reasons leave me, one thought remains. Poisoned memories filling my veins are weighing me down like heavy old chains.
    
Feeling the rage of my constant rejection, I cannot contain what feels like an infection. When every step forward takes me two steps back, I fail in my quest to advance what I lack. Every time I make a new friend, two more slip away; these old scars never mend.
    
They say that sometimes the mind bends to deal with the horrors of life. But sometimes, just sometimes, it bends so much to the point where it snaps in two. Welcome to my bittersweet insanity, friends and foes. Is it madness when you see beauty in destruction? I see myself standing among the gods of men. Upon the pinnacle of man made technology, and yet, of all of man's accomplishments, I find the most joy in the very nature of humanity, which is insanity. The endless need to cause chaos, corruption, destruction, and death to your fellow man. Throughout the centuries, man has always devised new ways to conquer, torture, and kill off his own species. Why should children live to grow up and kill off more of their generation than the previous generation did theirs? Why should skilled scientists bother discovering the cure to incurable diseases when equally skilled scientists are slaving away creating more incurable diseases in the form of chemical weapons. Its always been people killing people since the day that man devolved into monster. Therefore, do not see me as crazy when I say that it would be normal if the human race as a whole wiped itself out tomorrow and I would be laughing my ass off all the way to hell.

I just got my new 8gb iPod nano! w00t!

Say! yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time.
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time.
Decadence isn't easy, is it?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time.
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time.
Decadence isn't easy.

Then you slowly recall all your mind.
Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry.
Dead inside,
Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely.
Slowly recall all your mind.

Say! yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time.
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time.
Decadence isn't easy, is it?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time.
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time.
Decadence isn't easy.

Then you slowly recall all your mind
Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry
Dead inside.
Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind.

If I scare you now,
Don't run from me.
I've been hiding my pain, you see.
So if I scare you now,
Don't run from me.
I've been hiding my pain, you see.

Slowly recall all your mind.
Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry.
Dead inside,
Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely.
Slowly recall all your mind.
You slowly recall all your mind.

Say! yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time.
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you've hurt yourself another time.
Decadence isn't easy is it?

Decadence, by Disturbed perfectly captures my life right now. video.google.com/videoplay?doc… is the link to the video...